So I'm 25 this year and I thought that I learnt something when it came to relationships. But you know, funny is it seems, I think I learnt nothing. All it took was 15 minutes with you and now I can't stop thinking about you. Crap. This doesn't make sense at all considering that I know nothing about you. This has to stop, NOW, before I drive myself and others up the wall.
So am a free bird for now, career wise.
I wonder whether I have this thing for gentlemen. I mean literally - gentle-men. So it must be so, this odd attraction shall not last I hope as it is simple a waste of time right? If there is anything I have learnt - it is that am highly unsuitable for relationships.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Letter thrown, yet...
Yet, the situation is getting more and more ridiculous.
1) I throw the letter. No, actually I placed it on her desk on Friday night. 290411
2)She sees it, reads it on Saturday morning. 300411
3) Dark clouds gather, after a while she calls me into her office for a private talk.
4) I give all sorts of reasons I want to leave, valid ones of course. But left out the main reason- I simply can't stand her.
5) She asks if it is my final decision and I say it is. She smiles and says she is ok
6) I take that ok. ACCEPTED RIGHT??????
7) A week later she tells me to make a trip to INC.
7)Night before the trip, she lefts me to think, reflect, and reconsider.
8)I return from trip. Tell her I still intend to leave on 29th. She asked if that is final. I said it is.
9) She hands my letter to HR. I was not present.
10) I know for a fact they received it. Gossipvale had a field day.
To be continued....... better go read up on mom laws.
1) I throw the letter. No, actually I placed it on her desk on Friday night. 290411
2)She sees it, reads it on Saturday morning. 300411
3) Dark clouds gather, after a while she calls me into her office for a private talk.
4) I give all sorts of reasons I want to leave, valid ones of course. But left out the main reason- I simply can't stand her.
5) She asks if it is my final decision and I say it is. She smiles and says she is ok
6) I take that ok. ACCEPTED RIGHT??????
7) A week later she tells me to make a trip to INC.
7)Night before the trip, she lefts me to think, reflect, and reconsider.
8)I return from trip. Tell her I still intend to leave on 29th. She asked if that is final. I said it is.
9) She hands my letter to HR. I was not present.
10) I know for a fact they received it. Gossipvale had a field day.
To be continued....... better go read up on mom laws.
Monday, April 25, 2011
To Throw the Letter or Not
I think, everyone reaches a point in their lives whereby you are suddenly unsure of what you want. Well, actually there are many points in life whereby you come to a crossroad and that is the time that a decision needs to be made, and kept to.
Nothing seems right. Things no longer seem agreeable. I get frustrated easily. I think, I come upon to the peak, the peak from which my tolerance starts to wane and I dream the dream of making a sudden yet heroic exit from this shithole of a company. Oh what a fantasy that would be, but the reality is, I will have to serve 2 months' notice, during which, am sure the Queen Bee will spare all efforts towards tormenting me.
So, am writing this, because I do not want to fall asleep. Sleep would bring tomorrow to my doorstep and right now, tomorrow seems less than appealing. I need to find a way to cheer up fast, before I sink deeper into self-pity, which is the least productive state of mind to be in.
So please someone, anyone, just cheer me up ok? Because this world, this working world, is putting me on a fast track to Woodbridge.
My dream for now is to be undisturbed in my knowledge-seeking expenditures. Libraries in Prague. Please wait for me.
Nothing seems right. Things no longer seem agreeable. I get frustrated easily. I think, I come upon to the peak, the peak from which my tolerance starts to wane and I dream the dream of making a sudden yet heroic exit from this shithole of a company. Oh what a fantasy that would be, but the reality is, I will have to serve 2 months' notice, during which, am sure the Queen Bee will spare all efforts towards tormenting me.
So, am writing this, because I do not want to fall asleep. Sleep would bring tomorrow to my doorstep and right now, tomorrow seems less than appealing. I need to find a way to cheer up fast, before I sink deeper into self-pity, which is the least productive state of mind to be in.
So please someone, anyone, just cheer me up ok? Because this world, this working world, is putting me on a fast track to Woodbridge.
My dream for now is to be undisturbed in my knowledge-seeking expenditures. Libraries in Prague. Please wait for me.
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